24th February 2008 24th Feb 2008, Sunday, was a very special day. We had shifted to our new apartment the previous day. I was supposed to leave to Denver ( where my sister lives ) by noon. I was supposed to go there to take care of my sister as she was hospitalized due to having some problems with her pregnancy.It was a Sunday and it was around 6:30 - 7:00 AM when i woke up. As one needs to check the pregnancy test with the morning first urine, i thought of doing so. I was still sleepy.I for sure knew it would be negative as usual and that i would have to be depressed again.But for my surprise i saw 2 pink lines forming on the test window....I was surprised. The test line was lighter than the control. Still i was not able to beleive what i was seeing. I rubbed my eyes again and again and still saw the same. For one moment i thought it was the wrong test kit, may be i got ovultion kits instead of pregnancy test kits. No it was for sure Pregnancy test kit showing a positive result....I had a chill in my spine which was running throughout my entire body....my eyes were filled with tears and was trying to control the flood of emotions.I ran to my husband who was having a sound sleep. I woke him up and asked him to go and check what i saw. I told him " looks ike the pregnancy test is positive. " He has always been supportive to me whenever i had negative results and would be depressed. So this time he again he said, "go to sleep its Sunday." How would i allow him to sleep so easily....finally he woke up, went to the bathroom, came out and said " ya, I too see 2 lines on the test window."which is positive.Both of us were happy, but did not know what to do next. One of the happiest moments in our lives. He asked me not to be very excited till the Doctor confims it. But I had to travel the very same day. He said don't tell anything to anyone, once u r back we can go to the doctor....
We are married for 4 years and 4 months, and the first question any relative asked was " Any good news." Feeling sad from the depth of my heart, i would smile and say "not yet, we are trying. "
Whatever for the first time in my life i had got a positive est and was very happy for the same.So a very happy day.
After about half an hour, i went to the rest room, i was shocked to see my panties stained with blood. It was as if it was the begining of the next menstrual cycle. I was very nervous, scared. I was begging God ....I told my husband the same. He was also tensed. As it was a sunday we were unable to meet my doctor. I called the emergency and left a message. After few min i got a call from the hospital, i told them my condition. the Doc saidthat nothing could e decided at that moment. the test could be indicating either early pregnancy or miscaariage. i was tensed just went to the bed and lied down to take rest.We decided to cancel my travel.We called my sister and told her that i was having a severe back pain, and would not be able to travel....I am sure she would have hated me for that...but once she knows the reason she will understand. I spent the whole day telling others that i have back pain.
I was feeling better by evening, and did not have spottings after morning. We had to attend a function in the evening. I told my husband to carry on, but then we both decided to go. So, In the evening we went to Ramesh and Sunitha's house, they had a function for their newly born daughter Snikitha. Even there i had to tell every one i had back pain. During the function Sunitha came to me with a pack of soaked chik peas on beetle leaves. According to their customs, it is beleived that the chik peas are given to ladies who are eager to have kids. She wished the same for me and gave i to me.I was smiling within myself, but did not know what will happen in the future....We all had got gifts for Snikitha. Preetish and Archana ( One of our friends ) were standing beside me. Suddenly Preetish said may be next time we will have to get a gift to Narasimha's ( my Husband ) house. I smiled with the same emotions and thoughts flooding my mind.....
I came home and went to sleep and always prayed that things go on good. and i get my Doc appt for the next day.Anyhow i was not very fortunate, so was not able to get an appt wit the doc on Monday, but fortunate enough to get it on Tuesday....so one more day full of tension.
We are married for 4 years and 4 months, and the first question any relative asked was " Any good news." Feeling sad from the depth of my heart, i would smile and say "not yet, we are trying. "
Whatever for the first time in my life i had got a positive est and was very happy for the same.So a very happy day.
After about half an hour, i went to the rest room, i was shocked to see my panties stained with blood. It was as if it was the begining of the next menstrual cycle. I was very nervous, scared. I was begging God ....I told my husband the same. He was also tensed. As it was a sunday we were unable to meet my doctor. I called the emergency and left a message. After few min i got a call from the hospital, i told them my condition. the Doc saidthat nothing could e decided at that moment. the test could be indicating either early pregnancy or miscaariage. i was tensed just went to the bed and lied down to take rest.We decided to cancel my travel.We called my sister and told her that i was having a severe back pain, and would not be able to travel....I am sure she would have hated me for that...but once she knows the reason she will understand. I spent the whole day telling others that i have back pain.
I was feeling better by evening, and did not have spottings after morning. We had to attend a function in the evening. I told my husband to carry on, but then we both decided to go. So, In the evening we went to Ramesh and Sunitha's house, they had a function for their newly born daughter Snikitha. Even there i had to tell every one i had back pain. During the function Sunitha came to me with a pack of soaked chik peas on beetle leaves. According to their customs, it is beleived that the chik peas are given to ladies who are eager to have kids. She wished the same for me and gave i to me.I was smiling within myself, but did not know what will happen in the future....We all had got gifts for Snikitha. Preetish and Archana ( One of our friends ) were standing beside me. Suddenly Preetish said may be next time we will have to get a gift to Narasimha's ( my Husband ) house. I smiled with the same emotions and thoughts flooding my mind.....
I came home and went to sleep and always prayed that things go on good. and i get my Doc appt for the next day.Anyhow i was not very fortunate, so was not able to get an appt wit the doc on Monday, but fortunate enough to get it on Tuesday....so one more day full of tension.
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